{{thoughts}}

wow... much on the mind...

ALL THE TIME!!!

wouldn't it be nice if my brain could take a break? hmm... guess i'd be dead then, so maybe a non-break is a good thing... :P

anywho - God is good!! just think i should clarify that one straight off! Isn't it crazy how He does such BIG things through such crappy people?? honestly. we are all such a mess, and yet, He uses the lowest of us to do such amazing things...

1 Corinthians 1:27-31 says: "But God has chosen the foolish things of the world to put to shame the wise, and God has chosen the weak things of the world to put to shame the things which are mighty; and the base things of the world and the things which are despised God has chosen, and the things which are not, to bring to nothing the things that are, that no flesh should glory in His presence. But of Him you are in Christ Jesus, who became for us wisdom from God—and righteousness and sanctification and redemption— that, as it is written, 'He who glories, let him glory in the LORD'." aren't God's choices weird sometimes?? but then again, if you look at the big picture, it's all for God's glory anyways!! and isn't that what we're supposed to be striving for?? it's sooo not about us. yeah, we were put on this earth as individuals, and we're allowed to make choices ((sidenote: sometimes, i really HATE that part about life - i really just wish that my choices could be made for me/already chosen, cuz then i'd stop making all sorts of dumb decisions!!really...)), but we're not here for US. good gosh, we're on earth for such a short time, why would we think that we even get a say in anything!!

::sigh::

wow. see? not realy a conclusion to that... i just decided to write it down cuz it's been on my mind and ... yeah :P lol.

another thing that's been on my mind (especially as of recently): young kids in serious relationships!! really?? goodness me, i've watched (via-fb, of course) at least 8 of my good friends get into "relationships" within the last two months!! and all of these friends are 25 or younger! Now, i'm not saying that being in a relationship is wrong... i'm sure it's great and beautiful and awesome(!!).... but WAIT UNTIL YOU'RE OLDER!! sheesh, don't waste your youth cuz you want to "get married" and all that "good jazz". seriously, i've chosen for so many years NOT to get into a relationship cuz i can only imagine how much less i could be doing if i had to make sure "my man" knew where i was at all times. ppls, really! you're young! you're debt-free (mostly...), and you're at the peak of your life!! don't waaaaste it by getting in a relationship at 19years old!!

((going to stop myself there, though i totally could go on and on...))

oh, and to my friends who might possibly read this and ARE in relationships... i luv ya, and i do wish ya two well... ;O)

another thing on my mind lately: i need a piano. and i need it soon. ((please pray the school starts letting me use theirs)) <3 okay.

and last thing: just cuz a person owns a BA-camera, it DOES NOT mean that you are a photographer.
that's all i'm going to say on that subject.

lol. ramblings of a very hungry and cold camille... ;)

Love y'alls <3 <3